Sunday, October 15, 2006

Thinking About Fast Car, Traveling And Being Almost 35

I had the song Fast Car by Tracy Chapman on my mind today. That song talks about getting out of a difficult situation. "I thought I belonged...." I listen to traveling stories. A few friends went to P-town for the Norman Mailer conference.
I spoke to a good friend in California who doesn't think twice about traveling. He tells me if I don't go soon I probably never will. I'm almost 35 and I haven't really seen the world at all.

I've witnessed a small part of it. I so want to hop a million planes and go around this big earth. Isn't it funny? Now, I have such a deep desire to travel and it seems so unreal. I don't have the means to go and be free now. Something or someone is always holding me back or maybe that's what I keep telling myself.

The character in Fast Car struggles with the same notion. Wanting to escape and realizing there's no way more wise I can do what I want. I'm starting to get tired; so I am going to bed. The world is too much with me..

1 Comments:

Blogger Steve Sherlock said...

The Hitchhiker Team came by today to write about your blog. You can read about it here:
http://hgttb.blogspot.com/2006/10/hauled-up-notebooks-jennifer-diskin.html

Keep on writing. The mind does wonderous things when it thinks in ink (or keystrokes).

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